“I don’t need to do it.” He can’t help loathe himself further at acknowledging that this was an issue. Why didn’t he think of it before curling up with him? This had happened last time and sure it was fun but... “I want to do it. Doesn’t make it right regardless.”
Matthieu wants more to keep control of himself. He’s fought for it with alcohol long enough that this rattled him immensely.
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Date: 2017-12-16 03:12 am (UTC)From:Matthieu wants more to keep control of himself. He’s fought for it with alcohol long enough that this rattled him immensely.